Friday 8 July 2011

Trying To Be Happy More Than I Am Sad


Everything needs to be felt,
That is what it means to be alive,
I am ready to be betrayed by her,
She can give what she calls mine to another,
I am ready to feel jealous,
When I hear fingers went in her skirt,
Under the table at some dark social spot,
I am ready to feel angry,
A sex tape of her may go round like j.k.u.a.t,
I am ready to be wasted,
Sink all the treasures I have stored for myself,
But I am not really ready for any of this,
When you find diamond it is forever,
But before you find diamond,
You will lose yourself,
Your heart,
Your mind,
Your hope,
Trust,
Tears,
True love must be somewhere,
Throwing away glasses,
When I realize they aren't diamonds,
My tears aren't wasted,
My bleeding hurt doesn't bleed for nothing.