Here I am,
Almost in love with a girl,
Don't you understand?
This isn't easy for me?
Don't trivialize what I go through,
I am almost in love with a girl,
But look at me now,
Seated in another girl's house,
on her sofa,
As a movie runs on her screen,
Without anyone's attention,
All my attention is on this girl,
Who is on me,
Dressed but my lips are on her raw,
I am almost in love with a girl,
And here I am with another,
In her house with my hands in her skirt,
Her window curtains completely shut from the world,
My fingers fetching for her bra,
How stupid and confused can a heart be?
I know who I want,
I know what I want,
Can't I just grab it,
What am I doing?
I am almost in love with a girl,
I feel soar but I am greedy,
will love give me direction?
Will it give me guidance?
Will it be strong enough to make me keep my hands to myself?
My heart is weak to everything it loves,
As I think feel and write this off my chest,
My eyes almost want to shut at the sweetness,
Of the track playing in my head phones,
Be still,
Be still weak shaky heart of mine,
Be more focused in what you love,
There are beautiful things in this world,
Endless opportunity,
Almost too much opportunity,
And sometimes too much opportunity can be poison,
Too much opportunity can make you lose your way,
Too much of something is poison,
With too much opportunity around,
I feel I am losing my direction,
What am I doing now?
And I can feel it in me thoroughly,
That I am almost in love,
My weak confusing heart,
Capable of love and pleasure so easily,
By everything that can melt my dear heart,
My poor heart I wish you were stronger to resist,
You are on another girl's sofa,
At least you haven't undressed her already,
But your hand is deep in her skirt grabbing so greedily,
And you are almost in love with someone else,
But be true to yourself this time around,
Thats what I remind myself,
Let things fall into place,
Don't rush sending relationship-request on Facebook,
Don't rush trying to stop kissing someone,
Instead,
Be unable to not send a relationship-request on Facebook,
Be unable to kiss anyone else but the one you cannot not kiss,
I must remember not to force myself,
Just let things flow naturally,
As naturally as pregnancy,
Bundles of joy comes after it,
So naturally,
Don't you understand?
This is not easy for me?
But this confusion,
This guilt,
Must mean something,
I will go with truth to the end,
I hope this is not an excuse to be a bad boy,
I know it is supposed to be;
Girl and boy,
Not in there plural forms;
Girls boys,
One girl one boy,
It will be,
Maybe one day,
Soon,
But right now what we have,
Is sweeter than the photos we take together,
And you know how sweet those are,
Moments captured,
Emotions seized,
I almost love you princess,
Will love give me guidance?
Here I am,
Will love tame my ways?
Here I am,
Completely unmasked,
Here I am,
Nakedly true,
Here I am,
Punish me with your anger,
Or heal me with your love,
Am on my knee,
Will love tame my ways?
